i walk into the train that toke me to my first games i walk into the same car where i had my first conversation with peeta where i fell in love with my passed husband. i sit down in the same chair i did 16 years ago and look over someone is sitting in the chair peeta sat in. my heart races and i am filled with hope. did my husband not die in the crash and did he somehow find his way back to me! my eyes fill with tear and i almost jump on the figure sitting in the chair knocking it over.
"PEETA!!!!!!" i shouted before realizing im alone and my mind had played a cruel trick on me. i sigh and stand up i refuse to let the tears fall down my face and onto the floor. so instead i walk to my room place my bag on the floor and climb into the shower after turning on the water i started crying letting my tears mix with the water. i just wanted my husband back thats all i want so my kids are happy again im happy again everyone is happy again. i rest my hands on my flat stomach i want this baby right? i mean i want to be happy this is peetas last gift to me i want it i know i do i love him to much not to have it but, can i take care of 3 kids by myself. i sure hope so because im gonna try! not only for me but for peeta and the baby. i get out of the shower and get into some pajamas and i walk to my bed curl up arms wrapped around my baby and i cry myself to sleep.
THE NEXT DAY
i get up early we are only about an hour away from district 6 so i get dressed in a simple green shirt and pants and go to eat breakfast. i hear someone walk up behind me.
"morning katniss" the voice says i reconize this voice but refuse to look at who it was it had the rich capitol accent on it,
"morning" i reply coldly not feeling like talking to anyone and behind me i hear the person laugh i turn around sharply "what is-cinna!" i yell "your alive!!!!" i jump from my seat and hug him "i thought you died all those years ago" i feel his arms tighten around me.
"i know katniss and im sorry for doing that to you" he says quietly and i shake my head.
"no cinna it wasnt your fault but how did you get here how did you find me again?" i ask frantically and he smiles
"why dont we sit katniss and i will tell you the story" he tells me and i cant stop smiling and sit down in a chair.
"so what happened cinna?" i ask "tell me everything!" and i hear him chuckle
"you werent this eager before what changed you? are you still with peeta? i can see that happening him bringing out the good in you" he smiles and then looked at me and saw the sad expression on my face "whats wrong?" he asked and i saigh and look at him.
"peeta died" i say my voice barely above a whisper he looks at me sad
"oh katniss im so sorry i didnt know-" he starts and hold up my hand stopping his words.
"its alright cinna please dont go on about how sorry you are" i say tears in my eyes and he sees them and nods
"alright katniss" he says calmly and we feel the train slow down entering district 6 i sigh and stand up
"sorry cinna i have to go i have a meeting here it was nice talking to you though" i force a smile he nods
"yes you to katniss" he says and i walk out to grab my things and leave the train. i walk to the hotel and check into my room and get settled i check the time, 9:40, i sigh and leave my room and take the elevator down to the main floor and when i get up i bump into a man walking in front of the elevator. i look up.
"sorry" i say "i wasnt watching where i was going" i smile fainly and the man looks at me and suddenly im staring into the blue eyes of my husband. "peeta" i whisper and hug him tightly "oh my god peeta! your alive!!! i thought you died the kids think your dead!" i say tears of joy falling from my face and i feel peeta tense up and push me away. he looks at me his eyes confused and hollow and the next 3 words he says to me will haunt me the rest of my life. he stares staight at me and asks quietly.
"who are you?"
"PEETA!!!!!!" i shouted before realizing im alone and my mind had played a cruel trick on me. i sigh and stand up i refuse to let the tears fall down my face and onto the floor. so instead i walk to my room place my bag on the floor and climb into the shower after turning on the water i started crying letting my tears mix with the water. i just wanted my husband back thats all i want so my kids are happy again im happy again everyone is happy again. i rest my hands on my flat stomach i want this baby right? i mean i want to be happy this is peetas last gift to me i want it i know i do i love him to much not to have it but, can i take care of 3 kids by myself. i sure hope so because im gonna try! not only for me but for peeta and the baby. i get out of the shower and get into some pajamas and i walk to my bed curl up arms wrapped around my baby and i cry myself to sleep.
THE NEXT DAY
i get up early we are only about an hour away from district 6 so i get dressed in a simple green shirt and pants and go to eat breakfast. i hear someone walk up behind me.
"morning katniss" the voice says i reconize this voice but refuse to look at who it was it had the rich capitol accent on it,
"morning" i reply coldly not feeling like talking to anyone and behind me i hear the person laugh i turn around sharply "what is-cinna!" i yell "your alive!!!!" i jump from my seat and hug him "i thought you died all those years ago" i feel his arms tighten around me.
"i know katniss and im sorry for doing that to you" he says quietly and i shake my head.
"no cinna it wasnt your fault but how did you get here how did you find me again?" i ask frantically and he smiles
"why dont we sit katniss and i will tell you the story" he tells me and i cant stop smiling and sit down in a chair.
"so what happened cinna?" i ask "tell me everything!" and i hear him chuckle
"you werent this eager before what changed you? are you still with peeta? i can see that happening him bringing out the good in you" he smiles and then looked at me and saw the sad expression on my face "whats wrong?" he asked and i saigh and look at him.
"peeta died" i say my voice barely above a whisper he looks at me sad
"oh katniss im so sorry i didnt know-" he starts and hold up my hand stopping his words.
"its alright cinna please dont go on about how sorry you are" i say tears in my eyes and he sees them and nods
"alright katniss" he says calmly and we feel the train slow down entering district 6 i sigh and stand up
"sorry cinna i have to go i have a meeting here it was nice talking to you though" i force a smile he nods
"yes you to katniss" he says and i walk out to grab my things and leave the train. i walk to the hotel and check into my room and get settled i check the time, 9:40, i sigh and leave my room and take the elevator down to the main floor and when i get up i bump into a man walking in front of the elevator. i look up.
"sorry" i say "i wasnt watching where i was going" i smile fainly and the man looks at me and suddenly im staring into the blue eyes of my husband. "peeta" i whisper and hug him tightly "oh my god peeta! your alive!!! i thought you died the kids think your dead!" i say tears of joy falling from my face and i feel peeta tense up and push me away. he looks at me his eyes confused and hollow and the next 3 words he says to me will haunt me the rest of my life. he stares staight at me and asks quietly.
"who are you?"
